It is ok to not have your shit together
It is yet another weekend during the quarantine. Friday evening, my plan for the weekend was to do some work, meal prep and take care of weekly cleaning duties (which was ambitious in itself, but then I also had a stretch goal of setting up some kitchen appliances and reading a book). Saturday came in and I had a headache since morning - fixed a simple meal for lunch and mostly slept through the day. Around 9 o clock in the night - I started feeling super guilty and began my weekly cleaning duties and a little bit of meal prepping till mid night. Through the midst of it all, I realized that I was cleaning at 12 o clock in the night for no reason other than to prove to myself that I didn’t entirely waste a day! But, why though? It is not like I have never wasted a day in life - I do end up slacking on many of my regular weekends and I am OK with it because I justify to myself with reasons like I went skiing / hiking the previous day so I am tired, we had a board game n...